Holiday Thinspo or just Emergency Thinspo

Hi all my butterflies, There is going to be a lot of food so stay strong Eat but not to much just Enough!!!! Be & Safe.

Update

I'll Be fast till the 20 of November then eat bran flakes for 5 days then fast aging for 5 days then start then Alice diet.

Lets talk Binge!& Purge(Triggering)A story of my worse B/p

BINGE Okay first off I hate bingeing, I do it not a lot because I hate the after math (The purge)
Well, What a binge to some might not be one to another!. I think binges are scary it a feeling of lost failure weakness not control of oneself, Though we all need to binge once in a while we will never like the feelings that come after it. I have a story to tell you about one of my worst binge and purge moments.
Well I have not ate in 5 days Hungry like a wolf my dad went out to Barkers pizza it a great place it get pizza where  I live in Ohio I he got a large Cheese Yummy I ate 2 rows chugged a can of soda ate a bag of BBQ chips cried ran to the bath room in tears oh yeah after my dad eats he falls a sleep do to his diabetes so I could get away with purging!. I turned the water on it took a min got in really fast Wait forgot to say i locked the door and turned the radio on to me and my sister favorite station and I began putting my pointer finger down my throat and chunk and more chunk it burn the cheese the sauce the dough all big balls not broken down yet hitting the shower ground as tears fall down my face and i kept going till not more pizza can out or chips until it was empty until i felt good but i didn't the shower covered in balls of food pinkish balls that used to be pizza and chips that now look like brown chunk of BBQ sent drain cover no water going down stomach in so much pain fingers covered in puke and spite back of my throat hurting feels like i have a cold I turn off the water and push the puke food with my food to let the water down and got out, Dried of with the towel and before getting dress picked up the puked with my hands and started throwing it away then got dressed. No one ever found out my parents know about my bulimia so they don't let me eat anything unhealthy a lot anymore with out them keeping there eyes on me because they know I would purge and I would purge no matter if I ate or not anyways.

Recovery At home

Hello, Lets talk recovery Yesterday I picked to get better maybe not completely better I still want to lose weight but I want to be healthy I still am Pro Ana though I will be doing Fast Friday Every Friday, But i'll eat healthy low calories meals and i'll work out my mom is the one helping me recover she is watching me eat 3 meals a day, "With recovery there will be relapse"Quote my friend who is getting help for the same thing I am.I will keep all up dated on my out comes and my ups and downs Remember I picked to get better I was tried of this life purging laxative abuse starving everything crying over food I want to be better even know I am scared of the weight gain Hopefully I lose weight then gain!..

Lets talk Laxatives and Fiber!

Well Hello Butterflies , I have multiple Laxatives abuse stories and extreme fiber use stories to share i'll give share and upsides and downside to the whole thing!. 
4 years ago I became Vegetarian but I had gave up meat but i was not in taking fiber or veggies only potatoes and rice I couldn't Poo so my mum gave me fiber pills and they worked great first time I have ever took something like that,But they stopped working so I took Laxatives just so i can go to the bathroom no biggie I thought 2 years latter I realized they can help you lose weight so I started taking 2 then 4 then 10 then 20 then 30. Yeah 30 I was in so much pain i lay next to the toilet crying asking myself why do I do just a thing Nothing came out water brown water with my little food intake my body was already empty,I black out the room span I felt so dizzy I felt like I was going to puke but nothing came out I wanted to go to the hospital I felt like I was dying All I could do is hold my stomach and cry. But wait there is an upside to laxatives and Fiber if you don't take the big amount I took then you will lose weight and me fine and not in pain you will lose lots of water weight it like puking but not just  (stay safe laxatives are dangerous and can damaged your body!)
Downsides to laxatives 
you will not get the nutrients from your food, you bowel will start acting up, you will become reliant on them, once you stop taking them your body will store up your fat because it thinks it is just going to be gone again laxatives are not great and they make you have diarrhea which isn't fun at all.
ALL NATURAL LAXATIVES AKA FULL OF FIBER 

• Beans
• Prunes
• Prune Juice
• Grapes
• Apples
• some pasta sauce
• There is so many out there look it up on Google Great way to stay safe and help clean your body out!!!!!